Michael Neill, a most useful and delightful recording today, it gave me cause to laugh at myself. I realize now how much I have compartmentalized my motivations and fear. I have two sets of rules for two different circumstances. You have highlighted the primary modus operandi that sparks my direction in the creative worlds, unreasonable premise and swimming past irrelevant … Read More
Post 26 – Vacillating Wildly From Infinity to Zed
I am not altogether certain, but upon occasion it may just be that my Belief in the Fear that my chosen obligations to Other People will rob me of the Time and Well Being that I need to hone my Skills and gather the Information which can cost me more Money thus giving me impetus to Believe in the Fear … Read More
Post 25 – Playing to Win, Lose or Draw
Hello all. Yesterday I rode with my daughter past an abandoned copper mine set along a route where we frequently take our horses when the day is fine and marveled at how blue the sky was. Although I grew up along the coast of California with it’s own beloved quirks such as exotic animals (lions and tigers and giraffes, etc.) … Read More
Post 24 – A Full Belly
Upon consideration of today’s assignment… Asking for help when I don’t really need it feels to me like asking for another helping when I already have a full belly… Socially uncomfortable situations can come as a result of this and that makes me feel trepidation. I can seem trapped in an obligation to appreciate the feast a person or situation … Read More
Post 23 – My Abbreviated CTI Goal in Three Sentences
A platform to effortlessly bring my creations to market from sales to shipping. An ergonomically pleasing, joy filled environment at home and on the road including a straightforward financial system for personal and business use. Decide which major project, book or game to turn my attention to next and deliver it to market.
Post 22 – PBJ and Two Q’s
Q one: It takes a villager to go out into the jungle (yes, that is where real peanuts come from) in the correct season, find them, eat some, run back to the village and bring along others to gather them. An intrepid “source-er” to travel to distant lands having parked her car with the parking attendant at the airport who … Read More
Post 21 – Regarding Today’s Call
Greetings Michael, I was ready to dash off a condensed version of my posted CTI goal in ten minutes after the call’s end. But NOOOooooo, strange things came bubbling up from the bottom of the cauldron. And they’re still ALIVE. And in the pot above the fire next to it this was boiling along: I want to be Happy. I … Read More
Post 20 – Life at a Different Speed
Seeing as we are on holiday I thought I would quickly post a thought from the other day… After I signed off Sunday morning we stepped out the front door into the swirling winter wonderland to cross country ski through our neighborhood, dogs in the lead giving me ample opportunity to further consider Michael’s audio of the day. The buggy … Read More
Post 19 – Day 24 (Plus a Bunch of Years)
Michael, that’s the best rendition of that saying I have heard in a long time! It made me all smiley and warm inside. Or was that the tea… Well in both cases, great way to set off into today. I think I am going to surprise my husband by making my raw chocolate before he wakes up. Lamentably we had … Read More
Post 18 – Life As An Extemporaneous Activity
I am the first one to admit that I live life as an extemporaneous activity. No thought or relationship to things is absolutely set in stone. Start here, go there. Going there? Make a “U” turn… almost, and head this way. But it’s all okay. I will frequently choose a decision completely devoid of logical origins to the outside observer. … Read More